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Headcrash - A Romance

by Kiss The Blade

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1.
A steady low-watt glow Content but far too far away Don't know I say, but I do know well So you were dreamy, but you had noone to dream about And now I've got several dreams of mine to sell She says it's hard to say I love you, but I'll do it anyway She needs to be left Was I supposed to fight? Supposed to hold on tight? She needs to be left "You owe me that much" Can I believe my ears? "I am entitled to know these things about us" While asking me things that make me scream who are you You need to be left She still looks nice and sensible and all the things she used to be But the love of my life plays tricks on me How could you walk out on me like that? Don't try to convince me to forget And don't pretend that all of this is new to you A steady low-watt glow Unless I see her again the way she seemed to be And I can't really see that sort of vision descending down on me tonight You need to be left
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Haploid 06:42
Tell me Is everything just built on lies And I don't really mean your words this time I always wanted you to know me But I've known for a long time now you never did As I know that you won't answer As I know we'll never meet again As I know I can't let go At least not tonight At least not on purpose At least not all by myself Time has come to say goodbye again Time to hate again (But) let me (just) add some consoling words
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Carrigan 03:57
But are you sure you want this? But are you sure you want to go this way? Your confession is confusion At least to me Or should I say it's me who goes away? Oh, how jealous I would be How happy it would make me I miss your sharpened wit I don't believe a word of it If I found out that all of this was one big lie And if I confessed I knew it all the time And if I heard your silent admitting sigh Come on, tell me, would you help me die? You tore apart my heart I'm not about to deny that You tore apart my heart And a broken thing is dead
4.
Anaklit 04:16
I can't judge from a distance But my memory keeps me close to what you've done Close to what you meant to me So I feed my memory to understand just what you mean to me But you are gone You're no longer in my world And lifeman said "the world is all there is" So you are no more But he was wrong You are there You're right here, right beside me, within me You are always in my heart And you'll never leave me And we both know that b.o. saved my life Lowlife Does "yet" really mean "one day"? And when I claim to care less than usual I lie That's all that memories can do Stop you from growing cold And help you just the same as you grow old I'm older now and I "know better than before" I know where I've been going wrong Just like I know I can't change for long
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Vivien 02:33
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Just look across my face The look of an emotion we two know just too well Just this one expression that never seems to change As soon as someone mentions one of those certain things again But the only change this time The one thing that's new tonight Is that I don't need to hear your decision anymore Now is this some kind of difference to you So who will leave tonight So who will leave tomorrow And now you linger lonely after those mistakes you've made How much disappointment a single man can take
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This is less than I expected All delights that don't remain Die or hurt me, nevermind Just go and let me live again I have no answers anymore The chills remain behind the door Everything so good and new But I don't believe you No space no more No must no more No love no more No trust no more I don't wanna see anything Don't tell me what to do Everything is on it's place now And I have got no time for you I walk to where I've been before You can't impress me anymore I face nothing but another love Your arms before me, but step aside, I know that I have seen enough One more night and I will feel this second's way forever Someone around me falls to the ground and rests upon the floor Just one more night and I will find some other hand to hold on She cries "Don't leave me, don't turn your eyes towards the door"
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Verdict 04:56
I did my best to ignore the things that should need no practice And the things you can't cultivate And now it's too late Tell me please that I've come for no reason When I feared you had to talk to someone But we're getting on ok, improving even Prepared to face that gentle kind of verdict Polite and cruel Is there anything that I can do? Was there anything that I could do? Unkind, but justified Pluck the rosebud and it dies Have you ever had to get down, never to rise again? Brace myself is what I had to do But again I would not allow myself to And now it's too late Cutting you dead And ignoring all the words you said Prepared to face the truly obvious verdict We're not too blind to expect The Good Thing You might just face what you denied for ages But I might leave and I'll recall everything
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Never Forget 07:05
I'll never forget the day we met For the first time we talked I'll never forget this face I'll never forget this smile I'll never forget these eyes Eyes of crystal blue Never Forget Never Forget This everlasting memory is tearing me apart The greatest pain on earth The voice was gentle as it told me stories of another life A way of living I never had How much was reached and made and done in those few years I ask me what is yet to come Never Forget Never Forget The trips to the places where heaven is on earth for us A head full of plans for the forthcoming life This smiling face expressed contentment with everything A friendly reliance from the first moment on Never before did anyone talk to me that way Nobody else ever made me cry I can never forget I can never forget
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No Fear 04:06
Break my bones, break my neck You turn away, I hold you back No fear Diving into yesterday Won't help you drive your tears away Come near I wonder what this silence means Reproaches haunt me in my dreams Doors you shut are hiding lies But I can see through your disguise Falling backwards you can see The distance is too big for me And I'll be reaching out for you Only if you want me to Live in anger, live in pain Don't waste your time, it's all the same Remember what you said to me I am you, you are me Dreaming of some other time The sweating people stand in line The dawning ends our fading fight You'll hold me in your arms tonight Your smile is back, your fear is gone Your smile is back, as we walk along I hold your hand, this is the day I'll never let you go away

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released February 1, 2000

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First gig 1992, a couple of records 1994 - 2002, a couple of shows 1992-2002. Hard Goth.

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